Friday 21 October 2022

I Can See Clearly Now the Fog is Gone ♫ ♪ ♫

Oh my gosh. . . I can see again ☼

After months of headaches, blurred vision and not being able to read a book I am ecstatic to have had my eye surgery. It is amazing how bright the world is now (somedays almost too bright as I had to wear my sunglasses to work for the first week). I admit to being quite shocked at how much I could now distinguish. . .  including the coffee drips on my cabinets! 

I was home for a month of recovery and since I couldn't do much I admit that I was uber feeling guilty about wasting SO much time.  Slowly I began to realize that much of what I had been doing lately did not energize me, in fact I was so tired and depleted.  So I rested, I napped, I watched movies and napped again. . .in the end it was a glorious time that has allowed me to not only renew but to reassess the things that bring me joy. I will admit that it has been a long journey but for the first time in a very long time I am excited about the next chapter in this book that is my life.

It is amazing to look back at the last ten years and see so much stress, not devoid of joy but always followed by stress. I am very thankful for what I have and cannot wait to see how the gratitude will impact my day to day ♥