Wednesday 11 August 2021

Habba who??

This week, on more than one occasion the Habakkuk has come to mind. Since it is not exactly a common name I cannot help but wonder why. Habakkuk is a biblical prophet who wrote oracles of woe and lament in the Old Testament somewhere around 600-700 BC. It is not a name that is used much in anything contemporary so the only conclusion was that I was being called to study.

I have to admit that this is something I have not done in more than a few years but I knew right away that there must be a reason...and where that reason came from. So I immediately looked for a study book. There are not many but one of the first things I discovered was that his name comes from the Hebrew word  חבק (khavak)  meaning embrace. That made me stop in my tracks....my 2021 Word of the Year was 'embrace' although I had not done much embracing as of yet.  

I suppose this unlikely occurrence means that it would behoove me to embrace digging into this tiny obscure 3 chapter book. Over the past few years I have felt very distant from my faith, with so much that seemingly was going on (and wrong) I could not help but feel that even though God could hear me He was not helping me. I opened Habakkuk I found that seemed to be exactly what he was feeling too, he is crying out  but not getting the answers he expected...his frustrations are apparent. I can totally relate and do not like it any more than Habukkuk did! 

There is not much known about Habukkuk other he was a prophet and mouthpiece of God. By his words he obviously knows God and His works, he is aware of God's sovereignty and power yet shows a boldness in asking the hard questions. Over the next few weeks I too shall be asking some hard questions, perhaps I can also find the hope and praise that Habukkuk found despite the answers I may (or may not) receive!

Tuesday 3 August 2021

My Horrible Revelation!

 I do not read enough! 

There was a time when I would read veraciously and finish books in no time at all but that has not been the case the last little while. . . the question is why? 

 I have been asking myself that the last week or so. I have LOTS of books, I certainly have time and I have a couple of comfy reading chairs. The problem is that as I have become more isolated I have also become a bit of a couch potato (I think it may be hereditary),  I have no one to talk to about the books and my eyes are not as good as they used to be. These are all really good excuses...problem is that an excuse is simply 'a reason put forward to defend or justify a fault' and therefore by the very definition not a valid reason at all! 

The bottom line is that somewhere along the line I lost some of my passion and it is time to get it back so my friends, reading is at the top of my list!!

This month I commit to reading more... I have 87 books on my "to read" list showing that I have good intentions (you know what they say about that).  I do however  have 5 particular books beside my chair and I intend to finish this month so if you are reading along with this please be sure to keep my accountable!