Well apparently I suck at blogging consistently!Life is always seems to be a wee bit insane and get in the way.
My year was supposed to be about me learning to take time for myself and replenish but I have not succeeded. . . thank goodness the year is not over yet! Unfortunately I think that I have become a master of checking out, sometimes that is the easiest solution and since life has been difficult for many years I am all about finding easy.
Although I have thought about my list to motivate myself, I have been unable to make it actually happen. It often surprises me how quickly time can pass without having done much other than survive. It is important to note that I am very grateful for my babies, without them I am not sure there would be any real happiness in my world. Busy is not only a problem in my life but in that of my friends making it hard to connect, the harder it is to find time the easier it is to check out....and there in lies part of my dilemma.
So what can I do to replenish my soul in the way I feel I need? How do I learn to make time that is valuable? What needs to change in order for me to fully enjoy life?
I suppose that only I have the answer to those questions but right now I feel as though I have misplaced my keys...I know they are there I simply cannot put my finger on them right now.
